Thursday, August 27, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Put on a Happy Face
That is all I feel I can do sometimes is put on a happy face! Im trying very hard to accept and understand why my boys have these medical obstacles. Just when life seems to get back to "normal" another obstacle arises. After spending my day at the doctors office and at prosthetics Im feeling very battered!
Is it possible that there is a reason for the card my boys were dealt? I ask myself this every day but after almost 4 years I still have not found the answer. Until a month ago I felt I had accepted the card that was dealt to Carter. Now Im wondering why both of my boys have to deal with these series of unfortunate events. Some people believe that my children are so special God chose them to bear these burdens. Some wonder if it is all just based on scientific luck of the draw. Most say "everything happens for a reason". Well Im searching really hard for the reason and the answers to all of my questions. Over the past 4 years my faith has been beat up and tossed into the trash. So once you loose your faith where do you turn?
Is it possible that there is a reason for the card my boys were dealt? I ask myself this every day but after almost 4 years I still have not found the answer. Until a month ago I felt I had accepted the card that was dealt to Carter. Now Im wondering why both of my boys have to deal with these series of unfortunate events. Some people believe that my children are so special God chose them to bear these burdens. Some wonder if it is all just based on scientific luck of the draw. Most say "everything happens for a reason". Well Im searching really hard for the reason and the answers to all of my questions. Over the past 4 years my faith has been beat up and tossed into the trash. So once you loose your faith where do you turn?
Monday, August 24, 2009
Facebook taking over.....
I have seriously negelected my blog. Apparently I let Facebook take over. I can not let this happen. I have put too much time and effort into this blog. Does anyone still look at it?
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